quick update

it's 730 am so i have to make this fast before i have to go and start my day.
i have a great challenge going on at SIS go check it out!
in other news, i am so behind...i have three scrapbooks due this coming thursday and i'm not done with one of them! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! this is going to be one hell of a week....
well today we have to run to the post office to return ALL of alejandro's christmas presents from oompa because well...they just suck, then we have to run to the bank to put his savings account in his name before they starting eating away at his college fund, then it's off to old navy to exchange his lion costume...and from there i'm not quite sure. i wanted to get the house cleaned up before we left, but it's either take a shower, or clean house, and everything closes super early on saturdays here, so i should be getting off like NOW. ok, i'll write something worth reading later, here's a picture to entertain you.

so i finally did it...

i finally started on alejandro's scrapbook (for real this time), and i did the most horrible thing to myself...
i don't know why i even started, but i'm stiching practically the entire page...
it's taken me a day and a half now...this is starting to get ridiculous...and the page doesn't even look how i wanted yet!

and to top it off...i bent the top...clumsy me :(
i wish i had some sort of cricut machine...i wish i had more stuff then i have now, BUT put wishes in one hand and shit in the other and see which one fills up faster right?
i know everyone is planning on getting me the cricut for christmas...mom won't tell me what she's getting which is not normal, and john is like uhm...i need more then 200 dollars for christmas this year!

so it's a little obvious, but i hope they talk to eachother or i'll have two of them.
which wouldn't bother me, but that would be a waist.
tomorrow we are going to old navy to exchange the baby's lion costume.
it looks super cute but it's too small. plus he looks alot better in it then the stupid model lol.

we had a picnic today. read a few books, had some grub, my mom came over helped me clean the house and organize my scrapbooks stuff and well...that's about it. i did my hair for john but it's all sorts of flat by now and my makeup is starting to smudge since it is almost 6am in the morning.i think i'm going to smoke then start on some breakfast for him. ttfn
>_<

juicylicious....don't ask.

Apparently to my brain, lack of sleep, combined with the knowledge I will inevitably wake up early in the morning, equals weird fucking dreams.
Everything is very vague now and I can’t quiet follow, but Anna Nicole was in my dream. At one point I was an animated character, riding a stork, that was carrying a baby, inside a video game….I went to a party where I was being quite flirtatious and close to my ex-husband, but even in my dream I still looked uncomfortable. It looked like I was looking for something, and I was still with john so I was trying not to be seen with his arm around me so forth. What else? There was murder, there was a court house, and a woman being sued for bringing a bottle of whine. I don’t recall much else. I don’t think I need to, these details make it weird enough.
So there is a little look into my dreams. And this was over a 5 hour period (give or take), because that’s how long I slept last night. Yes, my dreams are always that intricate and that long. Lord only knows how I remember most of it, so many things happen in a span of time.

moving on.

I received the kitchen I ordered for the baby for Christmas and was quite disappointed. For $89 dollars I received a 17 inch kitchen supposedly for ages 3 and up. I guess you’re suppose to put the kitchen on a counter and let him play with it from there…and then I ordered extra food to go with it, too bad it’s the size of dollhouse food. The extra milk and juice box I ordered? I’ve seen hot wheel cars bigger then that. Very pissed and am never ordering from Oompa toys ever again. I’ve been so excited these past two weeks! We’ve been planning-wait, let me correct that…I’VE been planning Christmas for months, and unfortunately for john his Christmas list keeps getting bigger and bigger. I know he won’t remember this Christmas most likely. But, he’s going to be one this Christmas, and it is his first “real” Christmas where he gets to rip off wrapping paper, and go to town, and get all bug eyed from the amount of presents under the tree. Well, after that little ordeal I started researching play kitchens (and looking at the dimensions more closely), and apparently the market for a toy kitchen is much larger then I expected it to be…
There are so many kitchens with different bells and whistles, activities, voice commands and so forth. I just want a good quality kitchen! At first I wanted something that taught him his colors and so forth, but then I thought about it, and it’s like…I should be doing that! Not a damn toy! I mean it’s an easier way, and more convenient way to get kids to learn things without them knowing they are actually learning, but I’m a stay at home mom! I can make the time to teach him his colors. Hell, I have the time to write this entry right? So now I’m researching how to build your own kitchen. I’m handy, and it would be nice if my father and john and the kids (and maybe my mom) worked on it all together to build one superhellakitchen, plus it’ll be cheaper, and at least I will know how to work the damn thing.
In other news I’ve been scrap booking like crazy. I have until oct 4th to finish three scrapbooks….yea, not so fun. Ok I have to go before my little monster seriously injures himself.

so about my absence....

i didn't enjoy most of my week in ny to say the least but it did have it's up points. i spent alot of time walking and avoiding being in the apartment.
an especially large amount of time thinking about my life and what it exactly means to be 22 (which i've concluded it means absolutely nothing except that i'm a year older now and i never want to live in the city)

i've missed home though and i'm glad to be back....it's deffinitly the little things in life that your family can give you and i am forever grateful for them (and milady for taking me to the club, titi elsie for the 100 dollar gift card to sephora, and anna, cathy, and alaura for the great gifts)

the week ended in tears, i won't go into details, but i will say i'm sufficiently tired of the city and i know now that some people will never change and know now, i'm not one to sit stay and play dead like a dog.

my all time favorite moment from my birthday:

cathy: i can't believe you're a mom

me: why?

cathy: you're not fat, your pretty, you're not a bitch....

me: it's ok, you can continue.

lol

i've completly forgotten how to spend money on myself which is odd, because it's something i use to be really good at. other then using my gift card, my money went to a new coat for alejandro, cab fares and food. that's it. amazing i know. looks like our location is being changed again and we'll be ending up in florida, i don't know how soon, and i'm not sure what the hell we're going to do...i have christmas presents, birthday presents, a birthday party, christmas dinner, and a wedding to plan. if we move any time soon, i won't have any money for anything....why is it always one thing after another? lol....i know that that if we make this move we will be much better then before...
oh! i wanted to ask if anyone has recently bought my book, because get this my publisher said i only sold one book and sent me a check for two dollars, and i know for a FACT i sold more then that....i don't want to get jipped, but i want to make sure i have all my facts together before i take action against the situation
thank you to all who left me a birthday message, and adios for now.

oh yeah, yesterday....i found a bat in my toliet....how weird is that? i was afraid to pee in it for a while cuz i flushed it down and was afraid some zombie bat was going to jump out of the pipes and bite my butt while i peed.....


birthday cake and ice cream


what i want for my birthday