tired.

i haven't slept a good night's sleep in almost two weeks. my entire body aches. no amount of makeup can hide the LV sized bags under my eyes. i have to go back to the hospital because alejandro's braces are giving his feet blisters. i HAVE to be done with my scrapbooks by this sunday. john will not be home this weekend=two weeks without him. alejandro is on the verge of becoming sick. he has woken up every night for the past two weeks atleast every couple of hours then waking again at 8 when he just fell asleep at 630.
i'm on the verge of insanity. three weeks of this by myself is killing me. there are still so many things i have to do, so much i have to buy, so much i have to figure out. i don't know how i'm going to make it happen. i catch up, and i fall backward. i wonder if you can die from insomnia.... let's see...
there was a fire in the building in front of ours.
my father is 99.99% likely that he has diabetes and something wrong with his kidneys....
uhm, john still hasn't recieved his letter.
my nonexistant sex life sucks
and i'm almost out of cigarettes.
hmm. yea that's about it.
i'm done now.